living in New York for the past month is like getting lost in a beautiful painting

it’s chaotic and often confusing but it’s a dream and there is so much to discover

and I’m floating and flying through, in and out of it all so quickly and it’s overwhelming yet refreshing 

it has forced me to go

and there is so much color that I have missed in my life for a very, very long time

lighter shades of awe

and I was mesmerized

i’m learning a lot and suffering a lot because I’m finding myself again and that is exactly what is needed 

the process, I’m getting there